Text: | [ if i were to use the wits the good gods gave me ]
[ i would say you can´t exist ]
[ for which sane man can hold a dream to be reality? ]
[ but rather would i not be sane, ]
[ and lend belief to charmed, enchanted eyes* ]
IF
[YOU] want to give me your love
[YOU] want me to send you roses
[YOU] expect me to fall on my knees
then
else
[YOU] are young, sexy-crazy, generously intolerant, beautifully unthankful, religiously selfish, conservatively hyped, clean shaven, feminine and self very indulgent
and
[RESPECT] that i need your touch and don´t need your love,
this is me
[TIME] monday evening thru thursday evening and sunday evening
[TOUCH] just beyond your blood
[SMILE] like a necrophillic idiot in pathology
[SOUL] like a good surfboard, sticky, heavily dinged, true blue, my very own custom design
[MUSIC} sensual paris lounge, hotel costés 1-5 (absolutely fantastic)
[DRUGS] cigarettes and Aponal, success, work, kids, sex
[BODY] 171cm, tanned medium rare, all fits just nicely, 67,1kg, clean shaven head to toe, sporty maintained, organspender-quality
[IQ] sometimes simply too much
[EQ] about 3, post infantile und pre senile.
[STAR SIGN] virgo - perfectly house clean
[EDUCATION] a or o-Levels (sorry, I forgot which is which), abitur, years of university of cape town, german business traineeship, and all of life´s rich patterns etched deeply on/into/thru my soul (hey, who who needs piercing?)
[LANGUAGES] mother tongue is english and german and dutch, spanish is miserable
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[FUN] aquatics, triathlon-biking, cross country hardtailing, jogging, thai cooking, lounges, clubbing, french literature, dolls, legos, antiques, san francisco, london, denmark
[THREADS] paul smith, john galliano, NY shoes, some own designs
[MANGIARE] carpaccio di manza, pasta tartuffo (white), thom kha, anything with loads of chili, scampis, hot cakes
[DRINKS] no alcohol, evian, pepsi light (...yeah, yeah, patrick...)
[HOUSE] cape town
[APARTMENT] chique, downtown h´burg
[KIDS] two fantastically cute and highly intelligent little darlings (aged 6 m und 2 f) and they´re sacred
[CAR] a silver grand cherokee overland
[SCOOTER] black gilera runner
[JOB] brilliant company, biz love affair, since over ten years now, senior company officer, partner, slave, employer, clown, colleague
[INCOME] enough, until the X decides to kill me
mysex
[SEXUALITY] definitely hetero, find out for yourself
[PREFERENCE] falling from grace, chilli blümchensex with passion, doing things I know I shouldn´t be doing
[INSTINCT] young beauties, listening to my heart and making BIG new mistakes.
Why
[EXPERIENCE] been there, wrecked it
[BORN] melbourne, down under
[RAISED] south africa, 20 years
[CITY] fell TOTALLY in love with HH
[MARRIAGE] had one, regrettably completely fucked up (yep, all my mistakes), cancellation pending September 2003
Don´t object to the principle, but far too shattered now to consider another try
[PAST LOVES]4=3+9+3+9
[ERRORS] didn´t listen deep down, too little time, chauvinism, psycho kinks
[PSYCHOLOGY] high frequency euphoric/depressive, borderline, C2 therapy
mega no no´s
menstruationsbeschwerdenfreie, profi-ons, abzockerinnen, ersatzmamas, diskussionstanten, prosaplagiat-romatikerinnen, konsumschnitten ohne geschmack, langweilerinnen, verniedlicherinnen, heiratssüchtige, sektiererinnen, unrasierte venusfallen
* i.asimov,foundation and empire |